people do get older

i just realize how fast the time goes by.. in about a year or so, im gonna finish my uni and all that stuff, i get a job, and maybe married the man i loved, WOW!! i cant believe it..

like a couple days ago, my brother just celebrate his 16th b'day, can u imagine, my young brother, just turn 16, 16 for god sake!! i just cant believe it.. and i just want to be there for him, and for my papa, gosh, he is just so old right now, i cant imagine being him, his kids just turn to be a grown up, pieces by pieces, left him alone, how sad..

then again i think about something, that this life is to short for being sad, or regretful, because we have such a limit time in here.. i just want to spend everyday of my life cheering about something, be thankful, thats the easiest thing that i can do for my life. be happy, smile, and try to hug people that i know everyday (just maybe :p).. what can i ask again from my life, i have a very nice family, even though its not complete but, yeaah, i have my significant other, who love me, adores me, miss me, i have friends that always going to be there for me everytime i need them..

gosh, how i love my life..