huhuhuu :p

happy!!! akhirnya my final almost over huhu, and i got a good score for microeconomics, wow, fun!!! but im little worried about my statistic result, because it is just soo hard, but i did my best, and i hope god may do the rest, heheh...

btw pacar dimana ya? tdk ada kabar seharian :p..

night..

i miss u this night
i wanna hug u tonight
i want to kiss u
but i dont need ur everything
i just need U
i'll be waiting alone in the dark
than im gonna see u in the morning
when sunshine came into our face


love u darling, my only one...

WOW!!!

hadduuuh gimana ni senen dah uas/final, trs blm siap, paper br slesai stengah, gillaaaaaa!!! help me please, huhuhu...

:p

this how i play usually with him :p

gw br liat behind the scenenya "forgetting sarah marshal"..i think it is such funny movie, kyknya si filmnya lucu, and i wonder, when will a guy do that to me?? hehhe, maksudnya adalah, kpn cowok sedih kalo di putusin ma gw, ahhah, yg sampe g bs move on gt :p..huhuhu, kyknya seru ngeliat cowok kyk gt :p...biasanya kan cewek tu yg nangis2 gara2 putus, gw pgn liat gt kalo cowok yg diputusin trs g bs move on :p..tp gw paling sebel kalo cowok dah nge 2in, trs di bls nge 2in ma ceweknya malah ngambek, marah, nangis, curhat2 bodoh gt... gw mikir ya udh lah ya, santai aja, lo jg nge 2in kok, ya 2in blk jgn nangis, hahahahhaha...

random bgt sumpah, hehe..

promise is a promise

LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE i hate people who can't kept their PROMISE

well here it is..

well here is my papa, he is just fcking crazy sometimes :p

this my new-added-siblings-stepmom family, maybe in the future, maybe..

this is him, i hope he is the last for me, what so called "my little-but-not-so little angel of mine..

i try to be nice, i try to be everything but hey nothing works..im searching for love, but actually is im searching for life...i lost my my mama at 14, then i lost everything, i lost my life, lost my family...i created the new me in 15, and it works until now...not much to say, just i've been hurt with many people, including my own papa :p...time heals everything?? really i dont think so, i guees forgive and forget heals wounds...try to be nice try to be honest, but hey im only human...i found my love ones in 16 going 17, until now he is still my love one, love hurts thats i love LOVE, he is just like my little angel who try to love me, and he love me for the way i am...

at 15 i have to search what life is, i grew older by myself nobody showing me how to be an adult...i envy people who still got a full family, and get angry with them if they are wasting their time with their mom...

i have sibling, and step siblings...im going to get a new family, like it or not thats life, her name is Rini, she is going to be my step mom, maybe in the future, i like her but not yet in love with her..

i have family to hold and that special person to love...i have smile and i have bruised..i love everything in it..

i miss u

well suddenly i miss my mom, i dont know why, i just read blog from one of my best person, she wrote about mom, how i realize i miss my mom now..msh krasa kadang2 mama di samping aku, nemenin, ngobrol, but it is just my imagination..and then i realize that she is already in better life now, watching me..sometimes i need her soo much, gimana g, secara kan cewek pasti akan slalu kangen sama nyokapnya, gimanapun..one thing that i miss the most is, when she talk to me and how she can understand me, better soo much better thatn any one else, GOD how much i miss her..im such a sensitive person :p..

i learned something maybe not just someting, but i learn a lot from my mom...i learn knowing my family, especially my father, im not that close with my father, that is until now, i learn how to get close with him, make him my frien, its kinda hard, karna kita orgnya sama, jdnya sdikiti susah untuk dkt sama dia..aku blajar untuk bisa survive dgn smua keadaan yg ada, karena itu jg aku jd lbh cepet dewasa drpd org2 seumur sama aku..

apapun yg terjadi dgn dia, walaupun dia g ada sama aku skarang, aku akan slalu sayang sama dia, akan slalu mencoba yg terbaik bwat dia, bagaimanapun caranya jg aku akan mencoba untuk menjadi yg terbaik bwat dia, g gampang untuk ngelakuin itu cuma aku akan slalu coba untuk itu, aku g mau ngecewain mama..i love u mom, i hope u are in better life and better place now, i love u and i miss u...and i miss arya too..