Sabtu, 03 April 2010

its not Days but Years



Today was the day everything change my life, this date 03-04, was day the most beautiful and the most well i just cant describe, what day that was, because it was beyond, everything u ever felt. Most important that day change my life forever.

My younger brother born this day, i wish he still here, he would be elementary school, playing with his friends, play with me, but no, now he play with the Almighty up there, watch from up there. I wish i had more time to know him better, to love him better, but he had mission to take care of my mom there :).

Yes in this date, i lost 2 of my best person in the world, i lost my mom and i lost my brother. If i can turn back time, i'll choose this date, and i'll say i love u to my mom and to my brother. From that day i always think God has his/her plan for me, because this a challenge for me and for my family to start on new life, starting all over again, what most difficult me is try to trust, why? because im just so scared someday that person will gone from me. But with the up and down, i can show to the world that i can, that i succeed moving on from everything that i've been through.

Rest in Peace mom and Arya, we always love u, maybe you are not with us in flesh but u always live in us.

2 komentar:

Ste_@J mengatakan...

ahhh.. gw mo nangis baca ini...
be tough my friend.. =)
meskipun uda lama ga ktemuan.. bahkan ga contact2an..
for me,you're still my best friend =)

Ste_AJ #10

kanya madrim mengatakan...

aww thank u jee :)..