i miss u

well suddenly i miss my mom, i dont know why, i just read blog from one of my best person, she wrote about mom, how i realize i miss my mom now..msh krasa kadang2 mama di samping aku, nemenin, ngobrol, but it is just my imagination..and then i realize that she is already in better life now, watching me..sometimes i need her soo much, gimana g, secara kan cewek pasti akan slalu kangen sama nyokapnya, gimanapun..one thing that i miss the most is, when she talk to me and how she can understand me, better soo much better thatn any one else, GOD how much i miss her..im such a sensitive person :p..

i learned something maybe not just someting, but i learn a lot from my mom...i learn knowing my family, especially my father, im not that close with my father, that is until now, i learn how to get close with him, make him my frien, its kinda hard, karna kita orgnya sama, jdnya sdikiti susah untuk dkt sama dia..aku blajar untuk bisa survive dgn smua keadaan yg ada, karena itu jg aku jd lbh cepet dewasa drpd org2 seumur sama aku..

apapun yg terjadi dgn dia, walaupun dia g ada sama aku skarang, aku akan slalu sayang sama dia, akan slalu mencoba yg terbaik bwat dia, bagaimanapun caranya jg aku akan mencoba untuk menjadi yg terbaik bwat dia, g gampang untuk ngelakuin itu cuma aku akan slalu coba untuk itu, aku g mau ngecewain mama..i love u mom, i hope u are in better life and better place now, i love u and i miss u...and i miss arya too..