well here it is..

well here is my papa, he is just fcking crazy sometimes :p

this my new-added-siblings-stepmom family, maybe in the future, maybe..

this is him, i hope he is the last for me, what so called "my little-but-not-so little angel of mine..

i try to be nice, i try to be everything but hey nothing works..im searching for love, but actually is im searching for life...i lost my my mama at 14, then i lost everything, i lost my life, lost my family...i created the new me in 15, and it works until now...not much to say, just i've been hurt with many people, including my own papa :p...time heals everything?? really i dont think so, i guees forgive and forget heals wounds...try to be nice try to be honest, but hey im only human...i found my love ones in 16 going 17, until now he is still my love one, love hurts thats i love LOVE, he is just like my little angel who try to love me, and he love me for the way i am...

at 15 i have to search what life is, i grew older by myself nobody showing me how to be an adult...i envy people who still got a full family, and get angry with them if they are wasting their time with their mom...

i have sibling, and step siblings...im going to get a new family, like it or not thats life, her name is Rini, she is going to be my step mom, maybe in the future, i like her but not yet in love with her..

i have family to hold and that special person to love...i have smile and i have bruised..i love everything in it..